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Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 09:49 pm
passtheflies
"*If you are certifiably insane, please seek professional counseling. This is probably not the place for you." <-- taken from the info.
It just made us giggle :-) Well, we had an idiosyncrastic(sp?) something to post and rant on. Something crazy about us... but... well, now we've forgotten. Damn memory - maybe that's our problem? ;-) Anyhow, we are the Owlls. [/end pointless introduction post]
-Uli und Wido

I watch too much anime Apr. 27th, 2004 @ 12:52 am
incuchiq7prb
Whatever higher power is up there is obviously havin' some fun at my expense. I really thought I was past this juncture of my life...where I let petty shit get to me, the big thin's slip by, and live my life in a perpetual mental fog. I have a doctor's appt...I'm considerin' askin' for zoloft. I don't...I just want somethin' new to be dependent on. I can't depend on ppl...who can trust them? Repeatedly bein' fucked over will make you bitter like that.

Damn, I just want to bury myself alive and sleep. I don't know what's wrong w/ me...lately, all I can think 'bout is bein' buried alive w/ an old victorian bell attached to my finger. If I keep gettin' this morbid, I'm not allowed to watch Kill Bill Vol. 1 anymore.

I also play too many video games...okay..technically not too many...just two. Final Fantasy x and X-2...I'm tired..but I'm not tired. Okay, I think maybe I should definately get my ass some zoloft..no matter how the 'rentals react. I'm too close to goin' insane now. it's like bein' dragged behind a horse...you're already in a shitty situation, when a big rock comes along.

Since when does Cowboy Bebop look like the bastard child of The Animatrix? There couldn't have been another programmin' snafu...could there?

okay b/c I seem dedicated to makin' a meanderin' pile of crap (aka whatever's in my head...or rather, whatever's in my head and I can make sense of)...here's my partin' shot:

Names I'd name my kids if I had/ever have any
Tigerlily
Jes
Damion
Sebastien
Nikita
Liah
Xian
Xianghua Lunaeh

Okay..need sleep...need drugs...need weed...need sex...need peace...need sanity

xXEveryone'sFavouritePoseurXx
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: crazyloco en la cabeza
Music to my ears: Music In My Head : Cold Hard Bitch - Jet

I can't sleep Mar. 31st, 2004 @ 02:21 am
pnkelifant
I was really fucking exhausted all day, and now I can't sleep. This sucks.

Also, I wish I was in a band.

And I think it would be sweet as hell if I could make out with myself.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: blahblah
Music to my ears: Red House Painters - Cruiser

walking into walls... Mar. 29th, 2004 @ 05:03 pm
incuchiq7prb
I hope Thursday comes soon...hopefully I'll get my ass some Zoloft to last me until the 15th..then I'll go to my reg. Doctor...fess up to my dietin' failures...and ask for a prescription of Zoloft...

I also have a friend that's in process of gettin' me weed.

If any of this shit fucks me up worse...it's not like I'll notice.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: weirdweird

damn..this is like being drunk...only...smooooooth Mar. 28th, 2004 @ 02:33 am
mystic_ellie
i am high as fuck.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: highhigh
Music to my ears: typatypatypa

Mar. 23rd, 2004 @ 11:35 pm
incuchiq7prb
I AM: an idiot
I WANT: to be somewhere else.
I HAVE: a headache
I WISH: I had a different live
I HATE: being alone
I MISS: Rock Thrill
I FEAR: everything
I HEAR: Family Guy
I SEARCH: for happiness
I WONDER: what the hell is wrong w/ me
I LOVE: music, my friends
I ALWAYS: f*** sh** up
I AM NOT: confident...in the least
I DANCE: when I'm at the clubs...and at practice
I SING: in the shower, in the car, and alone in my room
I CRY: too damn much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sane
I WRITE: depressin' sh**
I WIN: nothin'
I CONFUSE: myself..and everyone else
I NEED: drugs
I SHOULD: go get some drugs

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary:I have one...but I keep forgettin' to write in it...it's been over a year since I've even looked at it.
x. you like to cook: yeah, but I haven't had a chance to do a lot of it.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes.
x. you're in love: never.
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yep, I'm a slack ass
x. you bite your fingernails: nah, I peel 'em off
x. you believe in love: nope

Who is...?
the hottest male/female you know: Umm...I don't know.
the weirdest person you know: Me.
the Loudest Person you Know: Me, Shante', Tilly
the Sexiest Person you Know: Ummm...
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Manda & Ru
your Crush?: Orlando Bloom, I give up on "real" guys.

2. Do You...?
take a shower everyday: Gah, yes...that's nasty
have a(any) crush(es): NO.
think/know you've been in love: Nope, it was just gas.
want to get married: more than likely..no.
have any tattoos/where?: not yet...make it frikkin' legal already SC.
piercings/where?: tongue, 3 in each ear.
get motion sickness: not that I'm aware of.
think you're a health freak: hell no.
get along with your parents: Hell no.
like thunderstorms: yeah...but they make me too thoughtful

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: guy from Orgy
Rob: a bank
Drew: Barrymore
Stephanie: my cousin
Heather: This chick I used to hang out w/ in chatrooms
Aaron: Amy's Friend
Amy: amykins!!!<---Yeah...Ditto.
Will: Smith...I saw him on tv tonight..and hurled.
Eve: apples and snakes...oh, my
John: The Baptist..I don't know.
Justin: Guy I used to know.

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out..but both can be fun.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? both?
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? I don't know.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? food.
GOTTEN SICK? been feelin' a lil' naseous
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no...but that wouldn't suck
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Mickey D's
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Hell no.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope
TALKED TO AN EX? I don't have any.
MISSED AN EX? I don't have any
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Livejournal
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? I hate ppl..there? feel better?
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? gah, I can't remember..
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes
FOUGHT WITH A "FRIEND"? no...

Name 10 things you hate:
1- myself
2- lonliness
3- thinking alone at night
4- people
5- Orangeburg
6- pissy attitudes
7- dirty ears
8- boredom
9- insects
10- boys

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? never.
2. Bungee jump? never.
3. Hang glide? never.
4. Kill someone? possibly.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? More than likely...I will.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? yeah..it's not a big deal to me.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? that's...a bigger deal to me.
8. Parachute from a plane? never.
9. Walk on hot coals? maybe...if you offer a million dollars
10. Go out with someone for their looks? I'm a shallow whore..duh..of course.
11. For their reputation? I'm a shallow whore...duh...of course.
12. Be a vegetarian? I'm close..but I like burgers.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? pay me 100 + dollars.
14. IM a stranger: yeah...if I'm pretendin' to be someone else..usually
15. Sing karaoke? I did once...Sheryl Crow.
16. Get drunk off your ass? I've been drunk once...but I didn't quite make it to drunk off my ass...my 1.75 liters of cosmos ran out..
17. Shoplift? just did a couple weeks ago.
18. Run a red light? if there are no cops 'round.
19. Star in a porn video? No one would want to see.
20. Dye your hair blue? I tried that...my hair's too dark to see it.
21. Be on Survivor? f*** no.
22. Wear makeup in public? yeah.
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yeah.
24. Cheat on a test? been there, done that.
25. Make someone cry? I have a list.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? sure..I hate her.
27. Kick a baby? no.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? depends...are they hot?...are they rich?...Are they famous?...are they rich and about to die and have no children so that I can inherit everythin'?
29. Cuss out a priest? Prolly not..but I've never even met one.
30. Take a job as a janitor? f*** no.
31. Stay up all through the night? been there...done that.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: bitchyubër bitchy
Music to my ears: futurama

It's a shame I've never heard this song... Mar. 22nd, 2004 @ 08:09 pm
incuchiq7prb
senecafalls
You are SeNECa FaLLs (sing sing death house)


Which Distillers Song are YOU?
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For about the next 5 seconds I feel: crazyKoo Koo for Koco Puffs
Music to my ears: the pretty kind in my head

I'm bored...definately bored...definately... Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 05:03 pm
incuchiq7prb
LET'S GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT!

I'M NOT SMART!

BIG WORDS CONFUSE ME!

I HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF AN INSECT!

that is all.

=end transmission=
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: crankycranky

Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 11:16 am
jellyman


im doing double duty
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: crankycranky
Music to my ears: No, I Swear I Really Exist - Moneen

Mar. 18th, 2004 @ 12:10 pm
mebqueen
I really really really really don't like any of my roommates. They are the ones who make me so freakin crazy.

Mar. 16th, 2004 @ 01:16 pm
pnkelifant
I find myself constantly trying to reconnect with people from the not too distant past. I used to know this guy in Chicago, but I always felt like my company wasn't wanted when i was around. But then I started thinking maybe he just didn't know how to act around me. But I always make a fool of myself around him. I made a fool of myself sending him emails. I tried to make a joke, but I think it came off wrong. And then I sent him another email telling him to ignore what i said. Was this stupid? I just make such a fool of myself around him. Maybe it's because he's too hard too read. I don't normally act like this around people. I'm not normally so insecure. But it's because I can't tell if he's just putting up with me or not. I just. don't know.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: aggravatedaggravated
Music to my ears: dredg - yatahazee

What up kids? Mar. 15th, 2004 @ 02:10 pm
pnkelifant
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