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I find myself constantly trying to reconnect with people from the not too distant past. I used to know this guy in Chicago, but I always felt like my company wasn't wanted when i was around. But then I started thinking maybe he just didn't know how to act around me. But I always make a fool of myself around him. I made a fool of myself sending him emails. I tried to make a joke, but I think it came off wrong. And then I sent him another email telling him to ignore what i said. Was this stupid? I just make such a fool of myself around him. Maybe it's because he's too hard too read. I don't normally act like this around people. I'm not normally so insecure. But it's because I can't tell if he's just putting up with me or not. I just. don't know.
For about the next 5 seconds I feel: aggravatedaggravated
Music to my ears: dredg - yatahazee
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Date:March 18th, 2004 02:58 pm (UTC)
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